Feelings

It feels nice isn't it when you bought something for someone and they liked it... then they come say a word of thank you to you :)

Sigh... damn ptptn website is unavailable to me since yesterday afternoon. And today is the last day for application submission =/  The in-the-net is hopeless and i am donkey for doing things last minute

Then you have some backache and tummy ache but you still need to sit upright all day... urgghhhh

Lost and helpless

18 June, keluarlah keputusan yang dinanti-nantikan dengan penuh harapan~

Namun, berasa agak kecewa because i got none of my 8 choices. Only I really thank God for being blessed enuf to be thrown into UPM rather that some other university 'cause UPM was indeed one of my option tho i much favor UKM. Only my course kinda dread me... because its majoring Physics and i am no physics brain :(

I feel so lost not knowing what is ahead and what holds the future.. It feels like my entire view is being clouded.. i am immersed in fear and so full of questions. Lost and helpless 'cause i cannot change things

An appeal to change course seem like a way of light but will i succeed?
What do i write to convince the deans?
What future did God pave for me that i didn't see...?
What if the 'that' i want is not the best for me as God sees it...?
What is things doesn't work or my appeal is being rejected... am i able to cope physics and more physics?
Apa yang akan terjadi??

Feel myself getting quieter since then, staring more into space.. thinking and thinking yet not know what is in my empty head. So much to do...and yet time seems to be running out. But i want to thank you deary for accompanying me at the crucial moment and thereafter...

Father, i feel so distant from you that when i talk to you it feels as if you're not listening to me... would you teach me what to do next...? Which stone is the one that will lead me on..? Guide me and hold me hand. Lead me on..

p.s// Offer accepted nevertheless...

MALAYSIA WON!!!

Note from Author: Sorry, this is a ancient ago draft (written on the night Malaysia won Germany) which i just realise i never posted but still stubbornly want to add them to the collection of my bloggies. Don't bother to read okeh... Paiseh lah

We won We won....!!! Whoever says Malaysia will be in defeat?! We did it, we WON....!!!



I'm so happy i'm jumping around...jumping up and down, sweating like mad. It was really exciting.. so kan cheong my heart can stop. Yesh, i was as happy as them jumping and cheering and clapping and joining the standing ovation, giving my aunt n grandmother 'Hi fives' when we won the first doubles... Practically was as crazy as the crowd. I think i should be at the stadium. Haha.. feels damn sampat think if i watch at mamak and sendiri bising there Lol.. so better at home how sampat also no one cares. Expect maybe the whole road knows house No.17 which is my house watches Thomas Cup 2010 Quarter Finals and supporting M A L A Y S I A

But we finally won..! Good job Hafiz Hashim :D He really did redeem himself as he said in the press. Even Choong hann who lost was happy and smiling.. And although i was drained and tired and almost lost my voice after 5 hours of cheering but in the end it was all worth! And the best bit is i get to share every victorious moment with my other half even though it was only thru' communication lines :D

Lee Chong Wei vs Peter Gade Christensen 21-17, 21-17.

Koo Kien Keat/Tan Boon Heong vs Carsten Mogensen/Mathias Boe 21-17, 21-19.

Tan Boon Heong celebrates after winning Malaysia's second point.

Koo Kien Keat and Tan Boon Heong in action.

Wong Choong Hann lost to Jan O Jorgensen 20-22, 21-16, 18-21

Most unfortunate, Choong hann defeat was close. Although he himself maybe disappointed because he failed to end the game however i thought he played extremely well against Denmark than Japan. You can't deny that Jorgensen did well too as he discovered Choong hann's weakness in net play and make use of the fact the Choong hann is left handed.

Choong hann, show China what you've got man... Keep it up!

Mohd Zakry Abdul Latif/Hoon Thien How lost to Lars Paaske/Jonas Rasmussen 26-24, 12-21, 19-21

A newly paired couple after yesterday's incident.. their first match was an exciting one but the spirit went down on the second half and lost on the third.. Mostly is due to the fact of misunderstanding though it was a close match. All down to Hafiz Hashim nao.....

Muhd Hafiz Hashim vs Joachim Persson 21-12, 21-10

The Hero of the night... after a long 5-hour match. He manage to bring victory to our country and all hope rises. Not much excitement because he seem keen on finishing the game or else we go down the drain >.< But the happiness and joy of winning was present... All cheers for Hafiz

“I am proud of the players. Today, they showed the meaning of true grit and determination. They lifted their performances when it mattered most,” said Rashid

So be proud of your country okeh... i am now, but china's match would be a tough one

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I know bloggie is hibernating... again but i'm happy and enjoyed myself alot these days eventhough things still happen.

Then, mei left for the States and i hope she's doing well adapting there and would very much enjoy herself to the fullest with 100% parental control free XD

Now, My monster ran away... but thank God we found him the next morning.. only he's paws are all severely torn due to excessive running. I guess he might be tracing his way home all night and injured his paws.. He's now unable to walk and run and is traumatized.. :(

>> Teacher's Day 2010
>> Mei's surprise
>> Chiyeen's Big Birthday
>> Expensive mamak nite
>> Dinner with his family
>> A great holiday and shopping spree
>> next: A Wedding :)

Happy with many event but too busy lazy to be updating my blog frequent.... we'll see how.

p/s: More happy days to come but keeping fingers crossed for UPU results