In my head, there's yet so many uncertainties. Even with this blog venting i know very well that i won't be able to get answers for my confusion. Instead i resolve this time to searching for quotes and hope that it would somehow in a little way offer me some insight.
Have you ever had so much in your mind that you wake up each morning feeling more tired that ever......
Why couldn't i make up my mind and just be a lil' more brave to go for the things i really want... why must there always be so much to consider...
Maybe i should try flipping a coin... and cross my fingers hoping that before the coin touches the ground i would have decide what i have wanted all the while. If it drops and i still haven come up with anything, then i guess even if i spend a whole day flipping its only a waste of time
I should be where i was placed...but half of me wants to be rebellious. I want to hold up a white flag but what if its not what i want, will i be able to walk with faith.... The question is: Am i capable?
Perhaps all these while the only dilemma was that if the change happens then i would become a wolf. Would i be able to endure all these while remaining strong enough to still run ahead challenging myself and achieving the standards i've set for myself?
Alicia, this quote is for you too in hope that it would encourage you because i thought its rather true although very little will choose this path to walk alone cause it will be too painful. But perhaps someday, this pain would give you no regrets in your decision.
And i wish one day i would be able to say "I have no regrets" no matter what decisions i'm bound to make.
