Stolen Time

Once again i've abandon my little blog. I think i could only afford to log in once a week for updates. I'm feel so occupied that i don't have time for entertainment (which includes my tv) and myself anymore. Thankfully i manage to created some time for my 'daddy'. Even this post here, i stole some time from my homework time just to 'engrave' this post. So i'll just keep it short and sweet :) I actually have a few posts that i want to put it up, but time's not allowing me to do so. So i guess it'll have to wait then.. perhaps this weekend?

The reason why i'm finding it hard to cope with homework and stuff is because i've just shifted school. From a victorian to a mbs-ian. Teachers in mbs have a train speed of teaching and we've not covered much while i was in vi waiting for the approval. So every now and then i'm always lost in class because everything is kinda alien. I really need to read up every 'left behind' topic and try understand it. I can't figure how am i going to do it with the added amount of homework and self study everyday. The load's getting heavier :(

Which leads me to a testimony :) Thru' this approval of my school transfer application i actually realise how good the Lord has been to me. How real he reveals himself when you persist on in prayers and continue to trust in him even though things seems to be out of hand. He really do know how much i could hang on there until i'm really at the verge of giving up all hope. Then he sent me an 'angel' to direct me with crystal clear instructions. What should i do, who should i see and where should i go..

It all started : My application was rejected. I desperately wanted to transfer no matter what. On friday the 13th i went over with my aunt to mbs to see the headmaster for a 'sokongan' letter. He just said- go PPD and see this guy. (What's PPD lah?!) Then as we we're about to walk out, still standing in front of the office suddenly this 'penyelaras Form6' lik "lower 6 ah, come!". Apa lagi, go only lah. Everything was like a coincidence. She just wanted to that jabatan guy to stop approving students cause the school is full. Imagine what would have happen if we had just walked off. So she kinda made an exception for me that the jabatan guy should approve my application. Everything's like God's timing!

So we walked to PPD which is near vi. But things weren't that easy. That guy decide to play on us. He didn't want to sign anything but asked me to go back to vi and ask for another new application typed out and signed by the 'pengetua'. What could we do? But getting a new application form wasn't the hardest.. it was when getting that old hag's signature (opps, sorry) She practically criticized my reasons, that i'm bull-shitting and everything else she could with the MUET teacher (which have once earned a high respect from me) But she did sign anyway. Confident as she was that the jabatan definitely won't approve. So after that we went back to the 'pejabat pendidikan daerah'.

When giving him the form, i was really nervous la. But i prayed very very hard that everything would be as it is. I even debated with Him. How daring i was... Because he's already given me the first part so why not the other half as well? That guy asked a lot of questions.. thankfully i did pray that the words spoken are words of wisdom from God. Everything he asked, we'd answer with confidence and could also 'tembak' him. :D Finally, he approved!!!!!!! I was awed by His works of wonders. You know, God gives but sometimes not that easily. He would want to let you go through loads of halangan's so you'll be able to endure-make you better and stronger. Then you'll be braver to face a bigger 'giant' next time :) and won't retreat

Praise and glory given back to Jesus!!